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Journal Entry for May 6, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 | An Anxious story
So my husband came over last night, and we had a nice night.  But then today I told  someone about hit and they seem to think the longer he is gone the less likely he is to come back.  I am on a roller coaster still.  But, now I am all by myself.  I really do love him.  I really believe we can get better.  I also found out last night he has been reading my journals.  He was upset about them.  I tried to explain that it was justmy way of venting, butnot sure he felt that way.  I am trying to be patient and wait on God, it is just so hard.  I hope I am not being played.  I want so bad to believe that he is for real.  They put him on lithium I don't know much about it, but is scares me for some reason.  Praying for God's guidence again....
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  1. Ejay

    Lithium is a good thing. My husband has taken it, and it is a Godsend. I am praying for you.


    Ejay

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