So my husband came over last night, and we had a nice night. But then today I told someone about hit and they seem to think the longer he is gone the less likely he is to come back. I am on a roller coaster still. But, now I am all by myself. I really do love him. I really believe we can get better. I also found out last night he has been reading my journals. He was upset about them. I tried to explain that it was justmy way of venting, butnot sure he felt that way. I am trying to be patient and wait on God, it is just so hard. I hope I am not being played. I want so bad to believe that he is for real. They put him on lithium I don't know much about it, but is scares me for some reason. Praying for God's guidence again....
Lithium is a good thing. My husband has taken it, and it is a Godsend. I am praying for you.
Ejay