So I sit here all by myself left to take care of my son. I am so incrediably lonely. I miss my husband sooo much. I just wish I knew when my husband was going to snap out of it and come home. He says he did not mean to burn me. He says he want to work out our marriage. But, only after we fix ourselves. God has to show me what direction to go. I am lost and don't konw which way to turn. My friends say I am so use to being manipulated I have forgot to function without it. The lady at the court told me I had batterwomens syndrome. i don't know I just want my family back. This illness has stolen it from me. I hate bipolarism!!!!!!!!!!!!!