Close Proximiity to the Abuser and Permissive Supporter
It has occured to me that the emotional energy necessarily spent on suriving the revisiting of an egregiously hostile abusive environment, …
It has occured to me that the emotional energy necessarily spent on suriving the revisiting of an egregiously hostile abusive environment, …
When will I ever trust my own perceptions/reactions/responses? Would I know if I was delusional? How can I reality test?
It's as if someone …
My thought is this: If my childhood trauma disrupted my ability to organically develop an authentic sense of my own self worth . . .so …
How do I motivate myself to do what I need to do. . .I have this self defating mentality that is sabataging my will power to take action. What should …
Tough week . . .it has occurred to me that part of what I learned was futility . . .Why now try to support/help myself if I couldn't protect …
Hey girl, i was reading your journal, you have a great wide vocabulary,that's so cool.I love words. huggs
You too :)
thanks for the huggs, hugs back :)
Thanks. I am lucky in that i have a supportive family. though i still have not told everyone in my immediate family. Ive got a lot of brothers and sisters. The abuse came from a neighbor. He moved away very soon after.
thank you.
I am here to help.