Journal Entry for September 24, 2008
i am trying to be a better partner as i have been a bit paranoid into why my partner is with me as i seem to think im worthless because of my past.
is feeling OK
better
i have a 6 year old boy ryan, i like to talk about my feelings and be there when my friends and family need me. i have been off drugs since feb 08 and put 3 and half stone on and just had a holiday to benidorm in sept which was great as i have realised there is more to life than drugs. i was diagnosed with hep c in august 08 and waiting to start treatment...
i would love to become a nurse. i am also interested in doing talks to schools.
i am trying to be a better partner as i have been a bit paranoid into why my partner is with me as i seem to think im worthless because of my past.
i have been feeling very down this past week but have started antideppressants,
today is the 1st day i have lifted,feel more energetic as less …
i was using heroin for 3 and half years,i was introduced to heroin by my then partner and finally came off it in febrary 2008 when i realised the only way i could come off it was to end that relationship,it was best thing i ever did, a member of my family helped and supported me along with my drug worker, i started on 75 ml of methadone and now down to 5 ml daily. it is willpower you need to get and stay off it. i was diagnosed with hep c in aug 08 and waiting to start treatment.