witching hour
October 1, 2008 11:13am
Life is over, death devour Time has come for witching hour
Time for your family to dress up in black Time for your coffin to ride in the back Time …
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travisjarvis
is feeling Bad
dark carnival. down with the clown? Juggalo group. Never die
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About Me
psychopathic anarchistic masochistic fuck religion schizophrenic pathogenic schizo-affective brain defective auditory hallucinations self incriminations musician mortician artist not the smartest manic depressive compulsive obsessive addicted to tweak thats right, speed freak chemist sapper angry rapper punk psycho rocker never cock blocker serial killer kiddie thriller completely insane dont mind talking to people every day is a hell of a day if you look what groups im in i dont have to write all the stuff "wrong" with me. i wish i had some pizza, oh well fuck it i'm out.
Interests
music, and drugs, and writing. and watching lots of movies. video games. and drinking Faygo. and rolling cigarettes. and not using proper grammer. with.
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Journal Entry for September 22, 2008
September 22, 2008 9:38pm
journals are useless to me. if you like to read my music lyrics go to thisisby.us and search for the user name badhabits. now i wont write any more …
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Hi, just sending wishes for a happy Thanksgiving Day next week.....I am busy here baking TONS of pumpkin spice cupcakes for a community dinner that my church is holding tonight for folks who might otherwise not have a nice hearty turkey dinner...and some fellowship if they need it as well!...Blessings and keep strong!
I’m With You
Hello Travis my name is Bailey42 and I am an alcoholic and I'm here if you need to talk
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Hope you have a very good week!
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I am so sorry you are having troubles in your life right now. Remember, smoking will not make those troubles any less it will just add to your burden. I am going on holiday on Thursday until the end of the month. There are plenty of others here who can help while I am away. I will catch up with you when I get back. I hope you will be able to report that you are 3+ weeks quit. (((BIG HUGS)))
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How are you doing after your first 4 days? Let me know how you are feeling
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression10 years of increasing depression and anxiety 5 years of daily migraines panic attacks, black outs, and insomnia, hallucinate voices,
Treatments
- Benadryl Working / Worked
- 25mg to 100 mg during the day will make me feel relaxed sometimes tired100mg to 200mg will make me fall asleep at nightside effect is intense dreams and dry mouthalso it is cheap 100 pills for 4.00
- Celexa Working / Worked
- 80 mg a day of Celexa with my other medication made my migraines stop killed my super sex drive completely
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- ha ha ha ha no side effects was being annoyed of wasting my time
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- 300 mg a day with my other medication made my migraines go away
- Writing Working / Worked
- i rap and sing punk rock songs so writing is something ive always done journals are gay, blogs are gay, ahhh haha
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- 4 mg a day of clonazepam or klonopin helps me chill out and not stress so no anxiety which lead to headache which lead to depression. side effects is randomly ill black out like thought i fell asleep but was doing stuff for a few hours and not rememeber... oh well
Close Schizophrenia
i got a whole mess of issues
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- i just got it and its really expensive...
Open Self-Injury
i dont cut myself or burn myself but i did it a lot when i was younger.. i do drugs instead now but i still notice on drugs or not i never really consider if something is safe or not i just do it and see what happens
Open Bipolar Disorder
roller coaster
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- this shit costs like four hundred dollars for 30 pills so, fuck! does sedate though.
- Celexa Working / Worked
- 60 mg a day
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- 300 mg a day this with the celexa keep me fairly balanced
Open ADHD / ADD
i dont know how to deal with adhd or add im not sure what i have
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- i take 300mg welbutrin a day for migraines and other disorder it works for that not for this
- Marijuana Somewhat Helpful
- slows things down so i can think
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i smoked cloves till they fucked my teeth up then menthols till my throat hurt now i just smoke ones i roll myself no filter. maybe 12 a day
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- i can usually stop smoking when im not stressed and not smoke for a few days or weeks till i get stressed then i usually smoke again cuz i like smoking
- Nicotine Patch Not Working
- i found like 4 of these patches in my girlfriends room i stuck two of them on me and i still smoked cigarettes then i took them off and put the two others and didnt smoke got annoyed took them all off and smoked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- wellbutrin stopped my migraines but does nothing for smokin'
- Willpower Not Working
- i can quit smoking unless i dont have weed or meth or something
Open Insomnia
sleep 3 or 4 hours every night... or 10 hours once every three and a half days
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i obsess on lots of things like having things in exactly the right spot, all the money in my wallet gotta face the same way, everything in my room has a spot. i compulsively do pretty much any drugs someone offers me or that i can find buy or steal
Open Personality Disorders
manic depressive...generalized anxiety..borderline personality.. and a fuckin schizophrenic
Open Brain Injury
hit my head a lot
Open Kleptomania
i like stealing stuff
Open Medical Mysteries
i have a llot of symptons of a lot of different disorders so i think im just straight crazy
Open Sexual Abuse
its kinda embarassing im a guy got raped a lot as a kid thats enough you need to know. dont try to fix me im fine
Treatments
Open Paranoia
barriacaded myself inside when i was thinking zombies taking over
Open Body Modification
tattooed the fuck up ;)
Open Adoption
Type: Open Adoptioni met the real ones
Open Anxiety
horrible anxiety for no reason, leads to going crazy
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- god its so good i got the 2mg pills if i take more than 11 or so mg ill black out and pass out but 2-4 a day keep me sane
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- fucking dumb
- Valium Working / Worked
- i love it , and it loves me i feel like im a floaty cloud being kissed by angels
- Xanax Working / Worked
- monkey bars make me feel better than the piece of shit i am =P
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