MYSTERYPERSON_55's Journal

HI I HAVE NOT WROTE SINCE THE OTHER DAY. I HAVE BEEN BUSY CELERBATING PASSOVER WITH FAMILY & FRIENDS OF THE FAMILY. THERE WERE 2 SEDARS ONE LAST NIGHT AND ONE TONIGHT. PASSOVER GOES FOR 8 DAYS.

I WENT THRU THE MRI WITH CONTRAST THIS MORNING. THE MRI MACHINE THEY SAID WAS OPEN BUT IT LOOKED CLOSE TO ME. THE GUY ASKED ME IF I AM CLAUSTOPHOBIC I SAID YES CAUSE I AM BUT I GOT THRU IT. THE NOISE OF THE MACHINE PUT ME TO SLEEP AND I HAD MUSIC IN MY EARS AND THE GUY KEPT CHECKING ON ME TO MAKE SURE I WAS OK. NOW MY NEUROLIGIST GETS THE REPORT IN A DAY OR TWO.

MONDAY I GO FOR THIS EVOKED POTENTIAL TEST IT IS FOR MY CERVICAL SPINE AND BRAIN THEY PUT STIMULATION ON YOU TO SEE IF IT SHOWS ANYTHING. I WONT KNOW THE RESULTS OF THIS TEST UNTIL I SEE THE NEUROLIGIST THE FOLLWING WEEK.

I HAVE FELT LIGHTHEADNESS YESTERDAY TWICE BUT I DID NOT FALL. I HAVE PEOPLE SAY TO ME YOU MAY JUST HAVE MS CAUSE OF THE FIBROMAYALGIA. MY MOM BELIVES I HAVE IT ALREADY.

MY ANXIETY IS STILL THE SAME SO IS THE DEPRESSION. MY MEDS DO HELP IT.

NOT BEING IN THERAPY DOES NOT HELP. I HAD A THERAPIST BUT HAD TO STOP CAUSE OF THE MEDICAL INSURANCE. THIS ONE I SAW FOR 16 YEARS.

IT WAS A MALE THERAPIST. I NORMALLY COULD NOT DEAL WITH MALE THERAPISTS CAUSE OF MY SEXUAL ABUSE BUT THIS ONE I FELT REALLY COMFORTABLE WITH AND WE GOT ALONG GREAT.

MY MOOD SWINGS AND EVERYTHNG ELSE GOING ON WITH ME IS BECAUSE NOT IN THERAPY TO DEAL WITH ISSUES I STILL NEED TO DEAL WITH.

I KNOW SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE TO WHAT I AM GOING THRU OR ALOT OF YOU.

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HUGS & MESSAGES IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. I AM SO GLAD FOUND THIS SITE.

MY TWIN SISTER IS ALSO ON THIS SITE. SOME OF YOU THAT I KNOW HAVE WROTE TO HER. WE ARE IDENTICAL TWINS SHE IS 5 MINUTES OLDER THAN ME.