figured something out
April 2, 2008 8:24pm
That every day I'm alone all day...those are the days that I'm the most down. I don't eat, I don't shower, I sleep in until 1pm. I …
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I think there is too much about any person, to sum it up in just 500 characters.
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too many to list. Plus, I'm depressed right now...I'm having trouble thinking of things that are interesting.
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2 entries
April 1, 2008 10:12pm
Not doing very good at this! I only wrote two entries in my home journal to track my moods. Today is horrible btw! Constant anxiety coupled …
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medication
March 24, 2008 1:03am
If only my dr. had called in the right mediction so I wasn't off of itfor two weeks! If only my boyfriend hadn't had too many issues to be in …
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Journal Entry for March 17, 2008
March 17, 2008 11:47pm
I feel like people just up and leave me when I need them the most. I am always there and willing to be there for people when they are having a rough …
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Journal Entry for October 28, 2007
October 28, 2007 8:16pm
I miss him today. My heart is starting to ache for him. But at least the rest of my life is good (minus the job that is in the fixing …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionMy depression is only triggered by a break up, but it affects everything. I think nothing good of myself, everything I do is wrong, nothing is good enough, I will never find love, etc. Common phrases that go through my head are "why bother? Nobody will ever love me like that" or "I'm so stupid"
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- About a month after I started this medication, I became even more suicidal.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- just started on 3/21/08. It's helped a bit, but the past few weeks (mid-may now) have been up and down
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I was seeing a counselor, but finally started with a Psychologist. Let's see if it works better.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I'm getting more than usual this time around. I just wish they could be more active in the support process. I don't like feeling annoying or like a burden
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- It worked for a while, then stopped. I even went off gradually to try and prevent this pain. It just came back.
Close Breakups & Divorce
Every time I go through a break up, I get major depression. I don't want that to happen anymore. I just want to be happy again.
Treatments
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- I think exercise, eating better, and drugs are working better, but time is helping a bit.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- When you start losing weight and getting your energy back during the day, it's surprising how much it lightens your mood.
Open Insomnia
For as long as I can remember, I've had trouble falling asleep. Staying asleep isn't the problem. I just lay in bed for hours waiting for the miracle of sleep to come.
Treatments
- Ambien Not Working
- I took it for 3 days. I hallucinated each time and had sex without remembering I had sex! Never again!!!
Open War & Terrorism
My sister was in the army. She was a nurse. She was sent to Afganistan for over a year. I think it changed her forever. I am so glad she is home and okay now. As for why I joined this community, it's more to be supportive than anything. Luckily, I have not had to personally deal with any of these issues.
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