Goodbye
June 3, 2008 10:29am
I am still hearing the do I stay or do I go now , song playing in my head.One of the charities i think may pay our rent if I get an eviction …
Goal Completed on May 10, 08
overtherainbow’s Profile
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About Me
I am a mother to one teenager.My son has a rare disease called cytinosis -And the rainbow must occur in the cloud, and I shall certainly see it to remember the covenant to time indefinite between God and every living soul among all flesh that is upon the earth.[Gen.9:16]
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I love roses and butterflies, spring, spring colors; pink and lime green w/ yellow and touches of violet. Art, music, travel and slobbery baby kisses!
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Just a few quick thoughts
June 2, 2008 9:25pm
Today has been an emotional roller coaster.I could not get any help on rent , I got mad at God for not helping me , had suicidal thoughts. I decided …
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OFF TO SEE THE WIZARD .....
June 2, 2008 5:33am
I am putting on my ruby slippers I am off to see the wizard this morning cause there is no place like Florida and I want to stay so so bad ,I am …
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Journal Entry for June 1, 2008
June 1, 2008 8:16am
Why are Sunday's always so BOREING !!!! I don't know if I should have put my son through the upset of postponeing the trip home or not .I …
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I am very upset and confused
May 31, 2008 10:23am
I have got to find someone to talk to and now.Someone wise.I don't have anyone.Do I stay or do I go now???? The traffic is better today without …
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GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind to lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time to care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone to share each happy day, to be a source of courage when troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always hold and treasure in our hearts. Thank you for being such dear and wonderful friend~ Love and Hugs, Maria
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Good morning hugs. Have a pleasant day. Luv, Lucy
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Hi. Thanks for thinking of me. I had a few problems but am back on track now. Hope you are doing great. xoxoxoox
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I love you my friend (((Hugs))) sending many hugs your way and especially my love and letting you know how much I care. You are always in my thoughts and in my prayers~Love,Maria
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I suffer from depression, anxiety, post traumatic stress,and intestine problems ,also phobic of many things. Heights, bridges, elevators, escalators....Fear overwhelms my life.I need to get help badley,no insurance money for it.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It works great,but I'm allergic to it.I wish I could take it.It gave me ichy rashes.When it started affecting my airway I had to stop takeing it.
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Breathing excercises do help me.
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Relaxation exercises help a lot,I have relaxation tapes that I've used for years.Visulazation,meditation is great.
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- I could tell no differance,gave up on it after one month.
- Hypnotherapy Working / Worked
- That helped me a lot.I do self hypnoises now.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- It has been years sense I took it,I recall it worked quite well.I plan to request it again.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- When I can have enough self control to do this it does really work.Pushing out the negitive and replaceing it with good thoughts is great,when I can do it.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- A doc gave me a trail of this drug and it was a miracle for me,I felt cured!But when I ask for more I got chewed out by his asstant,who said it was addictive and I wasn't using medicaid to get street drugs from them !!!!I had no idea,all I knew was it was the best thing for me,I left embarrassed in tears,never ask for it again too fearful,That was the only time in my life I was able to function normally, when I took this med.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
My x husband held me prisoner in our home for 13 torturous years.I was severely abused by him.Other horrible abuse as well that I can't say here due to privacy issues
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- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I did recieve a little couseling when my marriage ended.I need a LOT more.
- Art Working / Worked
- I love art,it is my passion,it heals me!I also love to make little crafty things.
- Divorce Working / Worked
- Getting divorced was the best thing for me,it save my life!!
Open Single Parenting
I have raised my son all alone,with no child support.My son was born with life threatening health issues and continues to suffer with many promblems,it has been extremely hard going through many hospital stays with him,many times we thought he wasn't going to live.All alone without a shoulder to cry on and your baby sick,living in poverty is a HARD HARD thing.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Kidney Stones
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Financial Challenges
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Menopause
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Cystinosis
My son age 15,has cystinosis.Please go to www.natalieswish.org to learn more about this rare disease.
Treatments
- Shunts Somewhat Helpful
- My son forms stones,requires hospital visits frequently,he feels bad,lots nausa,headachs,light hurts his eyes,always tired.A very stressful,tough illness.
Open Depression
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- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Too early on in my treament to say yet.
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
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- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
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