Journal Entry for January 14, 2008
hi all how are you all doing sorry iam not on so much in more
but do good i find some that i love and she love to gone are 32day we bent to get
miss …
is feeling Good
well I'am 17 years old in love if my grilfriend april /love music/car/love to write poem /like to meet new poele like to cook/like outdoor
music /love to write poem and my love
hi all how are you all doing sorry iam not on so much in more
but do good i find some that i love and she love to gone are 32day we bent to get
miss …
I started cutting when I was ten. The only reason I do cut is when I can't handle stuff.
I have had depression for a long time. When I get into depression so bad I start cutting and starving myself. Sometimes I worry that I might kill my self. Deadlines from school real get to me.
I started straving my self 6 mon. ago. I lost up to 8 lb in a weeks time. Always weighting my self. Before I statred I weighted 180 now I'm about 129. I don't know how to hald myself right now. I know I got to eat but don't how to handle it.
well i been pain for long time now and what the most of time i can handle the pain but when i have headache same time i have knees pain it hard to keep the pain down
well i heve headaches evry day since i got hit in the head by truck well now i heve headaches
I have a bit of an anger problem. I was lack up for anger.
i am twin but i never got meet him becase he die when he was born
i just can't got sleep some time
i get stres easy most L becase of school & work
i have prombles read & writen
im shy when it comes to new thing & friends
me & my family we just don't get long
i sart wen i was 10 i try not be wind i got to much pain just can't stop my self help the pain but was for sort time i know it dum but help
i don't think i have pyromania but i just like to sart fries
my past just a sary for me going to hit the rock botme know im a litte better
i have depression for long time now
the doc say i have this but idk schizotypal
my dad was a green bray &airborn in the army long time a go and my nephey is in the marine right now
i hay 2dare burne on my arme before i was doing bad & dum thing
iam not heroin use but iam look to hlep my brothe out
i look for to help borth out iam not a meth use
i just lost 1 2 meen frind &family in life it heard to lose some & it more heard to get over but i do know one thing & that is thay are in are hearts at all the time