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MY NAME IS RABEKA I AM TWENTY YEARS OLD I AM CURRENTLY IN COLLEGE AND WORKING FULL TIME
I WAS A VICTIM OF SEXUAL ABUSE FROM THE TIME I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD. IT ALL STARTED WITH MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER. HIS ABUSE WENT ON FOR OVER FOUR YEARS. I THEN GOT PLACED IN THE FOSTER CARE SYSTEM. I WAS ABUSED BY A FOSTER DAD AT THE AGE OF TEN, IT WENT ON FOR A YEAR. I WAS THEN ABUSED BY A DIFFERENT FOSTER FATHER AT THE AGE OF THIRTEEN, IT WENT ON TILL I WAS SEVENTEEN. AT THE AGE OF FOURTEEN HE GOT ME PREGNANT. HE DIDNT KNOW IT AND I DIDNT WANT HIM TO KNOW, SO I HID IT FROM HIM. I MANAGED TO SEE A DOCTOR WITHOUT HIS KNOWLEDGE, TO MAKE SURE MY BABY WAS DOING OK. HE FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WHEN I WAS WELL OVER SIX MONTHS. HE TOLD ME THAT I WILL NEED TO SEE A DOCTOR AND THAT HE KNEW OF ONE. IT WAS A WEEK AFTER I TURNED SEVEN MONTHS WHEN HE TOOK ME TO HIS DOCTOR. THE DOCTOR INDUCED MYT LABOR. I DELIVERED A HEALTHY BABY GIRL, AND A FEW HOURS LATER SHE WAS DEAD. I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, BUT MY ABUSER TOLD ME THAT THE PROBLEM HAD BEEN TAKEN CARE OF. I AM TWENTY YEARS OLD IT HAS BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS SINCE I WAS LAST ABUSED. IT STILL FEELS LIKE IT HAPPENED YEATERDAY. NONE OF MY ABUSERS WERE EVER PROESECUTED.
I WAS RAPED AT AGE 4 BY MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER. THIS ABUSE WENT ON FOR OVER FOUR YEARS. I WAS THEN ABUSED BY A FOSTER FATHER AT THE AGE OF 13, IT WENT ON TILL I WAS 17. AT THE AGE OF 14 HE GOT ME PREGNANT. I MANAGED TO SEE A DOCTOR WITHOUT HIS KNOWLEDGE, TO MAKE SURE MY BABY WAS DOING OK. HE FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WHEN I WAS WELL OVER SEVEN MNTHS. HE TOOK ME TO HIS DOCTOR FRIEND. THE DOCTOR INDUCED MY LABOR. I DELIVERED A HEALTHY BABY GIRL, AND A FEW HOURS LATER SHE WAS DEAD. THEY KILLED HER