i love hugging i do. Anyone want …
i love hugging i do. Anyone want a big snuggle??xxx
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so here it comes... the 6 mo mark without mom. i am drowning... i feel like the elephant is back and is just sitting on top of me again. lifeless and don't want to talk to anyone, just want to lie down and snuggle my rossman... well, and even my DH. i feel like i want to get all my peeps in bed and just snuggle all of them. i need hugs and love and carefulness every minute. taking a personal day on tuesday and all i want to do are mindless things. go see a movie w kelley, eat fattening ice cream sundaes, sit and the beach and cry my eyes out. i miss her and i can not believe this is it, this is how it will be.
on the other hand, just loving my son to bits. he is so cute and innocent and smiley! as he grows, he is just becoming such a person. he helped me plant more bulbs tonight in mom's garden. we planted so many all in one patch in the front so when the real ugliness of her death comes at one year, there will also be beautiful flowers to look at growing.
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Hang on to the ones you love, Jen. This is a major date for you and Kelley and I promise you, you'll get through it together.
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