What?!?!
August 8, 2008 11:25pm
Last week on Thursday (end of July) she said she would change and do and be the kind of wife I needed her to be, alright let me see if I can get …
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stillcallsmeson
is feeling Horrible
questioning everything now!?!? Jesus What do I do?!?!
About Me
What would you like to know? I love Jesus with all my heart, He is everything to me. In my life I have taken His name to vile places and said and done evil things. I repented, came back and He did run to me! I have three kids, all of whom Love Jesus also. I guess I am looking for support or friends or advice here. I know my Jesus takes away the pain, because He does it all the time especially now. Even though He does I am still hurt, maybe I am looking for support for a torn spirit or heart.
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camping, going to Christian Music Festivals, want to try fishing again, video games, walking, just being outside
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This must be just like living in paradise
July 29, 2008 2:59pm
When I was in the Army I had a drill instructor in basic training who loved that song and when things were miserable...because of waiting, heat, …
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Running Loose In Missouri
July 29, 2008 4:02am
I am going to be as honest as I can be, but I will not say anything bad about my soon to be ex-wife. Because I am a very good guy as she …
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Hi Still- thanks, Not sure whose eyes you are referring to! LOL. Kiddo in my avatar, my daughter, or mine. If either, thanks for the compliment. :) - Kim
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Wishing you a happy Labor Day Weekend!! Hugs to you!!!
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Thanks. Hope you feel better too.
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Thanks I appreciate it. I don't even know what to say anymore.
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Thanks...I needed that.Right back at ya.Have a good one
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About a month ago or so, I was sleeping one afternoon (I worked the midnight shift) my soon to be ex-wife said she was not happy with us and walked into the dining room. I jumped out of bed asking what happened?!?!? Over the next days and weeks she and I talked, allot about everything that had not been going on. She told me that it was not my fault, we have just "grown so very far apart" and have nothing in common except the kids. She said she did not want to hurt me but she does want the separation. I am moving out sometime soon.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- seems to be keeping my stress level and anxiety level lower
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- But everyday takes me farther away from her and I do not know if that is good or not
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I do forgive her and everyone else in my past who hurt me or I thought hurt me I am nobody to judge others
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It worked some the last time but last time it was all my fault now she said it is nobody's fault. I just cry from the hurt now
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Always does work, even when my faith legs are weak.
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