is feeling OK
Today is yet another day to try ...... Thank you for your support.
I am a progressive, open-minded, outdoor-loving, earth-mother, semi - computer geek chick with a plus size pin up exterior . I’m slightly educated but unpretentious, an artist, hot springs seeker, sun bather and all around culture-vulture. Why I am here: My 13 year old son "Evan" died of Cancer suddenly on Dec. 11th 2005. I woke up to him calling my name. He could not breathe, I called his dad (who worked 60 miles away), then 911. He collapsed on our living room floor and I started CPR. The Paramedics came and tried everything for 30 minutes. But I knew he was dead....I felt his soul leave his body while I was giving CPR. After the autopsy , they said it was a cancerous tumor around his heart that doubled in size every 12 hours for one month until it exploded his heart. He was not sick just a little tired the week before..... we had no idea. My son died before he could drive, start high school, have kids.....find his glory or make mistakes. My sweet boy....my beautiful boy. .....it wrecked my family....trying to pick up the pieces somehow. Trying to find who I was "before" and who I am now
Starting a vegetable seed bank, gardening, raising rabbits (fryers), riding dirt bikes, belly dancing, photography, Burlesque, beading, sculpting, spending time with my pets, abandoned places, absolutely fabulous, antiques, bluegrass, bombshells, cowboys, drag queens, flea markets, glamor, glitter, greasers, Greek architecture, hauntings, high heels, honky tonks, Jayne Mansfield, Mae West, leopard print, plastic surgery, pompadours, reading, bingo, retro-glam, road trips, rockabilly, smoky mountains, steel magnolias, tattoos, the fifties, Free Thinker, dance, strength, desire, honesty, Spiritual growth, collecting herbs, empowering myself as a woman, thunder and lighting storm, listening to audio books on my long drive to work, yard sales, fetish costume sewing, old buildings, graveyards, campfires, watching the moon move across the sky and I can stare at the stars for hours. Travel, self reliant lifestyle, living off the grid, solar energy.
August 1, 2008 12:58am
I found this in my local newspaper...... I cried .... how beautiful.
The loss of an infant or child often opens a well of profound grief. …
July 29, 2008 6:29pm
Sean (my little son) bellowed. "EARTH MY BODY,WATER MY SOUL, AIR MY BREATH AND FIRE MY SPIRIT...," . In this bittersweet moment, I …
July 29, 2008 1:29am
Wanted to share this with all of you ladies here. You are all strong and beautiful women and I am so glad to have the pleasure of getting to know and …
July 29, 2008 1:27am
I am so fucking pissed.........I am pissed that my 13 year stepson died suddenly from tumor around his heart (FUCKING CANCER) on our livingroom floor …
July 29, 2008 1:26am
From the Bereaved Parnets Group- Myspace
The "What …
hey there, I was just sending out some hugs to my friends that I haven't sent one to in awhile, I hope all is well in your life. Mine is so-so. We should keep in touch better!!LOL Have a great day...well night! LEAH
I still can't get your MySpace page to load - I'm not sure what the problem is other than maybe your page is just too beautiful! Will you write and tell me about your son? Barbara/EvansMom
Sending prayers your way to have a safe holiday weekend...Hugs, Connie
Hugs for an ok day.
Sending flowers your way to have a grat day...Hugs, Connie
My 13 year old son died of cancer Dec,11 th 2005. My other son left - the grief was too much. My husband and I are barely making it through. Just trying to find our way back to some what normal.....
I am allergic to Eggs, Mangoes and bananas. I go into Anaphylactic Shock.... which is very scary
After my son died of cancer, I fell into a bottle for 2 years plus eating my way out of pain. Gaining 70 pounds in the process. I have stopped drinking, eating healthy, working out ( wii fit rocks)....... have already lost a dress size.
My son died of cancer and life is very hard. My doctor turned my dogs into Anxiety service working dogs.....saved my life.
I gained 70 lbs after my son passed away 2 years ago. It is time to stop killing myself with food. I have already started my journey.
My oldest son died on Dec,11th 2005. My other son fled from the overwhelming grief of our household to his father's home. It was not on good terms. I am struggling to deal with all of this.
I have TMJ...... My dentist had to file my front teeth down because they were so sharp. It was becoming dangerous for my husband during relations.
