mez715's Journal

I am feeling ok today. I almost feel like I can trust my H again. He always calls me to let me know where he is going and what he is doing. But just when I think the trust is coming back, I remember all the horrible sneaky things he has done and then I wonder if he isn't lying about it again. I wish i knew that he was no longer in contact with the bitch, but I don't. It seems the only thing I can prove is if he is cheating. You can never prove when he is behaving, esp after all the deception and lies. I look at his bank records and wonder who he went out to dinner with on certain nights, etc. This is enough to drive a person mad!!!!