The bottom falls out
June 29, 2008 9:06am
I haven't written in this journal for close to a year. Even the entries I put in last year I marked as private as I was …
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I am a funloving, funny, outgoing person who has become a shell of her former self because of my husband's betrayal. I used to laugh all the time and now all I do is cry or retreat into my shell. I have lost weight from all the stress and can't sleep. I hope someday I will become my former funloving self again.
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reading, outdoor activities, running, hiking, snowboarding, biking, movies, travelling
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god, I know how this can take over your life, can't think about anything else. we're all here for you. Perhaps try to just get mad, not depressed about it. He did one of the worst things a human can do emotionally to you. You have the right to be mad as hell.
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Here is an encouraging smile and a warm hug. Try a smile once a day and increase as necessary until attitude changes for the better. I may not have the answers but if you need to talk, I’m here.
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Close Infidelity
My husband started internet dating shortly after I gave birth to my daughter and went out on "dates" with a number of different women. He met a woman at his office and they started dating exclusively. He lied to all his dates, telling them he was single. I eventually found out about the woman at his office and sent her an email informing her that he is married and has a young daughter. They are still in contact and I go back and forth btw wanting to reconcile with him and wanting to divorce him
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- I thought it was working but my husband lies to the therapist as much as he has lied to me and his girlfriend. I don't know what his motives are.
- Ambien Working / Worked
- Some nights I think about everything that is going on and there is no way I can fall asleep. On those nights, Ambien has provided me some freedom from my worries
- Trazodone Not Working
- I couldn't handle the side effects so I couldn't use either one when I was depressed and not sleeping
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Thank God for my friends and family for all their support, but lately I have become reclusive and shied away from help because no one thinks I should stay with my husband
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