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Thank you DS for bringing someone into my life even for a moment who gave me inspiration on the subject to which I have fallen victim to. That would be FEAR. Even if this is a small step to freedom of my depression, anxiety and PSTD it might take me farther then I realize. I have learned a long time ago to not fall into the one 2nd "HIGH" feeling of hope because then you fall hard on your face, instead now I take small steps hand in hand with just one positive note up the large mountain that I face every day.
Thank you DS!
I should be happy that I have life. But yet I dream of what it would be like....life with out ME...I know that is wrong....but it is hard to be happy with the pain deep down inside.....
When my boys father actually takes them for a weekend I feel like i have no purpose, yet I do have my little girl here to keep me busy...but it is hard. Even though they will be home tonight, i am so lonely with out them....
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