How can I feel so down myself and still want to give hope to others? I wonder sometimes...Am I really this loving or is this a charade? What is true? Words spoken to me in a moment of anger or a moment of passion? Why don't I know me? Why do I not know of hidden secret passions or the stark reality that demands to be noticed everyday? I don't know...I am so confused....will you help me please? I know I am not the best friend that every one wishes for...but to all my friends I love you all and wish you happiness like you have never experienced...but am I am lovable? Am I worthy of someone noticing me....
Yep, you are my friend. In a way more now than ever.
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you are sssooooo worthy. I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up that I just now read this. I've been self-involved. If you still want my friendship, I'm here.
readerjewel
I always feel like such a hypocrite when I'm down and go around giving hugs and hope.
readerjewel