Journal Entry for June 15, 2007
June 15, 2007 11:05pm
First of all, sorry bout the strange, badly spelled poem this morning...yeah I think it was morning. All I will say is that I wasn't on my own …
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About Me
I think I finally know... What it is that I want... In a friend… I want someone I can dedicate a song to... And touch their heartstrings... A person that is accepting... Of the way I am... Loving enough to respect... Everyone’s own personal... Boundaries erected long ago... Patient enough to sometimes... Whisper through my walls... Without judging or condemning... Only uttering some kind of hope... Someone who will want... To spend a Sunday morning... Reveling in nature’s inspiration... Of simple joys and beauty... Is that too much to ask for?... Can I dedicate a song to you?... Will you be my friend?
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writing, music, reading and (shamefully) reality tv...
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Journal Entry for June 15, 2007
June 15, 2007 7:26am
Heaven has opened upA gate releasing a flood
Of emotions and feelings
Erasing guilt and shame
Forgiving past mistakes
To be left …
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Journal Entry for June 9, 2007
June 9, 2007 12:44am
How can I feel so down myself and still want to give hope to others? I wonder sometimes...Am I really this loving or is this a charade? What is …
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Journal Entry for June 5, 2007
June 5, 2007 12:15am
Okay, I know the sudden change in mood is disturbing it is to me too. I actually wanted to put an estastic one but if I did it would be a hysterical …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2007
June 2, 2007 12:49am
Sorry, I haven't been on here much lately. Too much shit inside my head, and also I got food poisoning that made me lose an entire day....Hell I …
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Close Self-Injury
I have self injured for 23 years...I feel like this (SI) is a sickness that I will never be cured of...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I was sent to a therapist when I was 16 for supposedly trying to kill myself. The therapist asked me if I wanted to sleep with my dad and could he be my dad...
Close Anxiety
Never been diagnosed but feel it often
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I don't know if I belong here or not...this is hard for me...I know my second husband was abusive, unsure about some other stuff...
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- With my second husband I went through a local crisis center and they helped me find the strength to file.
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