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OK So I made it one day, but Yesterday was not as successful.
But I will try, try again!
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I am so thankful for so many things but most of all that I can rest on weekends. Also the supportive husband who encourages me to rest and take it easy. So here's the hard part!!! I am a clean freak and even thou we have a small house I want it clean. I want to wiped it down from top to bottom every month. Then I can dust, vac and other cleaning in between. So where is the problem right. Not enough energy!!! I let things go so many times. With Thanksgiving fast approaching my daugther is comig home with a friend for 4 days. I so want to have thngs just right, clean house, food planned and cooked. Her room clean and fresh.
Then I pinch myself and say well for this year I can only do what can do. And keep telling myself that after transplant things will get sooooo much better.
The real problem is if I push myself and try to get things done I suffer and end up in bed exhusated. Well all this will pass and for some reason things will be fine. So right now I ask God to give me his persective and walk his road map, not mine. Yes Thankfulness is a heart full of Gods love and thats what Thanksgiving should be about anyway Right!!!!
Blessing to all
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I know the feeling, I feel like Im constantly at my house one step forward 10 steps back. I have two little girls and they make it a nightmare for me although I am trying to train them to help me out alot more. (they are only 2 and 5). I work fulltime so the house is usually the last thing to do but always on my mind. I think its a control thing, atleast if you can keep your house tidy you can take control of something whereas we dont know when we will need dialysis, we cant control that. Im trying to get myself as organised as I can so that my work knows what is going on at all times, I have chosen my method of dialysis treatment and I have the times of that treatment figured out/when I work out around it - all figured out. Its the only control I have..
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I just want to reach out and give you a big hug. You are a good Mom and your organization will pay off. Besides you have Gods agenda, we can't go wrong with that.
Blessings
Kim
Keep at it my friend but don't be too hard on yourself. It takes alot of work and conscientious effort to break some habits. God will help you as He sees you trying your best. He loves you so!
Hugs Cathy
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