finding my strength in moderation
July 31, 2008 4:58pm
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PorkchopB’s Profile
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PorkchopB
is feeling Bad
I was doing good with moderation, but sick again today.
About Me
happily married (except of course for the alcohol induced problems), accountant, battled deppression, suicidal tendencies and anxiety in past, father died of colon cancer when I was 13, he is always missed, I have problem with drinking, I don't stop when I start, if out socially I drink to the point of getting sick when I get home, and i do sit and drink all by myself, that's what I was trying to quit, the drinking and driving and the drinking during the week, longest stretch was 5 days and everyone looked like a tall frosty mug! I'm losing precious time with my husband, losing hours at work, I become inconsiderate of my own safety and inconsiderate of loved ones thoughts and feelings when I'm drinking, I'm a "happy" drunk, but irresponsible and damaging myself. I can't imagine life without alcohol right now, but hopefully not only will I imagine it, I will enjoy it. Having trouble on my own.
Interests
horror gore movies/books, roller derby, guess I'm not supposed to say "great Belgian ale", muscle cars
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Recent Activity
August 8
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PorkchopB updated their status 3:19pm
I was doing good with moderation, but sick again today.…
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PorkchopB changed their mood to Bad 3:18pm
July 24
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PorkchopB updated their status 10:31am
gotta stop oversleeping!…
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PorkchopB changed their mood to Good 10:30am
July 23
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PorkchopB wrote a journal entry updating their quit before I lose goal 6:56pm
another long day at the office and the husband asked me to pick up black beans on the way home (for chorizo…
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dreading the weekend
July 24, 2008 4:51pm
still seeing alcohol in everything, i mean tomorrow's friday, what am supposed to do over the weekend, argh, i may have to drink o'douls at …
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the end of the day
July 23, 2008 6:56pm
another long day at the office and the husband asked me to pick up black beans on the way home (for chorizo and rice, mmm), so then a list popped in …
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one day
July 21, 2008 9:01am
at a time, all this scenarios flashing thru my head and trying to imagine enjoying them without alcohol. I have to stop thinking and just be, and …
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today
July 20, 2008 12:35pm
must quit drinking before I lose those that I love, must be strong, it's scary to realize that you have this sort of problem, that its not a …
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roller derby? my daughter is with the Red Stick Roller derby girls here in Baton Rouge. She loves it. Her name is Ophila Plenty.
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just curious, why no AA?
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hang in there you can do it. Have you tried the fellowship of AA or NA. Just might help you pass the 5 days.......................Take care of yourself.......susan, if you ever need anyone to talk to, just leave a pm and I'll get back with you as soon as possible.
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Your welcome xxx :)
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Treatments
- Cold Turkey Too Soon to Tell
- stopping after Sat morn (again)
- Willpower Not Working
- sober for a few days, then binge
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
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