Journal Entry for December 3, 2008
December 3, 2008 4:29pm
My heart burns
My wrist bleed
Knowing that you need me
I feel your pain
And the coolness of your touch
This I long for so much
My eyes only …
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~ ‘ I only long to love you no other shall enter my heart and call me lover for you reside there only’ ~
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About Me
my name is Sriena i'm 17 and this is me ................. stressed beyond all reason/ cant stop think about "what if?"/ OCD/Depression/Cutting/ was abused by my dad in my past/ been down my lowest of lows and higest of highs But i escape to my anime, poetry and music to release me
Interests
i sing / write poetry and i just let my heart do the talking about what i've been through, not to mention i love anime, and love to bask in death and romances w/ vampires and the living dead
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Recent Activity
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hey thanks for the request here if you ever need to talk x
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Yeah 4 weeks, Lol .. And thankyou hun, Love you too x
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Superhero Status
how are you?
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Ray of Sunshine
Aww .. Am feeling that i have put a smile on your face darling, for saying this :) Aww .. Last time i heard someone say they love me was 4 weeks ago. :( & ment it. x
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Little Love
=O no one has called you sweetheart?! I love the word & dont worrie Sweetheart, i dont mind if you never tell me as long as your okay :) x
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
depression.....the thing that haunt me so many meds really aren't my cure i've been through alot in my pass....nothing needs to really be said.... no one can fix me now
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- art abstract only/emotion is in volved
- Meditation Not Working
- i can help other but not myself by this
- Music Working / Worked
- ahhhh....music...is what sooths the soul..but only for a moment and not what i listen to
- Pets Working / Worked
- my kitten is great becase i know she loves me when others don't
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- positive yeah good utill you hide everything in and then explode.... and end up doing something..."bad"
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- not going back she scares the hell out of me and makes me want to die because she gets in side my thoughts and just tells me how fucked up i am ...which leads me in to wanting something i can't have....
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- tell me im not alone tell me you love me
- Writing Working / Worked
- still working on poetry i write its is my escape...but as i go back and read them again i get pulled back in ..but i enjoy writing them
Close Self-Injury
where to begin lets just say their my friends
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- yeah and it also makes the blood flow fast and rise too
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Leave Not Working
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- PAINFUL
- Talking Working / Worked
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