Journal Entry for November 29, 2008
its my birthday in a week and my dram is to be abke to wear a short sleeved top i no tht it will never happen coz then everyone will see the fresh …
is feeling Bad
its ok go on ur cruise n leave me i dont care just never expect me to care if u wanna see me ur no parents of mine
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well im 14 but 15 soon i hate my life and the people that are in it includin my parents they will never understand why i do the things i do they are never there for me i have been living with my big sister for over a year now and there is nothing anybody can say to me to make me go bak to my parents they never even noticed wen i was upset they pushed me aside with ll there responsibilities of bein a parent so that is what im doing to them GOOD RIDANCE if u want add me on Lauren_k_Evans_@hotmail.co.uk dont worry ill accept
im interested in music im always walkin about singing y favourite song is Crimson by Atreyu and last resort by papa roach i listen to everything apart from rave one minute im listenin to heavy metal the next im listennin to some r&b if you want me just send a mesage
lozzo joined the Families & Friends Affected By Suicide support group 11:27am
lozzo wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: i dont no what to say to her 11:24am
well my friend or so called friend started cutting when she found out i did it which was like 4 month…
lozzo updated their status 11:02am
its ok go on ur cruise n leave me i dont care just never expect me to care...…
poo but am gettin thru it am not very well lol…
its my birthday in a week and my dram is to be abke to wear a short sleeved top i no tht it will never happen coz then everyone will see the fresh …
im a 14 year old but have been self harming for 3 years i dont want to fell this pain no more i have stopped now for over a month but i ve started to …
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when i was eight years old i got raped in the same street that i lived i never told anyone tilllastyear but nothing can be done about it and then when i was 9 i got raped agen by my brothers so called best friend this time i did tell somebody and he got put into a young offenders for 5 years but nothing can take the memories away from me
i have been cutting for 3 years and i did actually stop for 2 month but old memories kept popping into my head and then i just started i didnt need the pain i just wanted to knowthat i still had my friend self harm
i was abused by my babysitter when i was about 3 till iwas 6 when i told somebody about it
i have been diagnosed with depression 2 months ago and they say that i have to keep thinkin happy thoughts to make me feel better