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Smile through your pain Laugh through your tears Never let them see What you realy feal Never let them know That you'll never heal Grin at their jokes Smile at their insults Never let them notice That your dying inside Never let them know You are running out of time Empty inside, hide your pain Don't let them see It will never be right again Never let them know How you realy feal Who you realy are And how you realy deal with the Pain Insults Numbness Hurt lies So continue to smile Continue to laugh Keep a grin on your face Stay in denile If they don't know If no one seams concerned You can pretend Oh sweet pretend That everything is fine That everything is perfect That your not crossing the line Where you can't turn back So keep that smile Plastered onto your face Never let them see The tears behind the grin The pain in your eyes The hurt behing the laugh The truth behind the lies Keep pretending, you love it so Not having to face the truth Never letting it show laugh through your pain smile through your tears never let them see What you realy fear The truth, your pain So I'll hide behind my lies and Plaster on the Smiles.
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I understand what you are saying. Sometimes denial is our friend, so we don't have to face what is really going on with us. DS however is a safe place to let it all out, and say how you really feel. We all understand. You do need to let it all out. Much love and hugs to you.
anitaama
I think we all understand this journal here.. you are not alone in feeling this way. I hate it so much when someone as young as yourself is put through this sort of thing.. it makes me feel so angry.. and sometimes feeling angry is better than feeling depressed.. That you can smile and keep up some sort of a front throughout such massive challenges is a testament to your great strength.. small comfort, I know, but this will help to get you through... Loads of love and strength to you xxxxxxx
Halli
I am so sorry , wish I can do something to give you some comfort ! All I can think of is a sincere prayer for a miracle to happen and heal you . My heart goes out to you ! Wish you a comfortable painfree day .
Loads of love ..............Monica
madona