is feeling Good
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mind no no no no no
Recently: 3 hugs given, 2 hugs received more …
recently dyed red head, going through life not only dealing with my problems, but the problems of others... ever heard of TOO much empathy?
Music, Paint ball, Writing, Photography.
TechnicolorCrash wrote a journal entry: its just me 6:19pm
off in my own little landi am not a people person.everyone one praises me on how i am such a people person…
TechnicolorCrash changed their mood to Good 6:19pm
TechnicolorCrash gave inlotsofpain a Hug 5:54pm
sleep hasnt found me lately. i've been very tired especialy with school having started. but i'm ok, i'm…
TechnicolorCrash gave inlotsofpain a Hug 2:49pm
oh ok sorry. hi sophie. my name is jessica i couldnt sleep last night so i took some asprin and finaly…
TechnicolorCrash gave inlotsofpain a Hug 1:02pm
i'm good. i dont really have a favorite band but i guess right now i am really into saves the day. who's…
September 3, 2008 6:19pm
off in my own little land
i am not a people person.
everyone one praises me on how i am such a people person and i
get along nicely with everyone.
but …
August 24, 2008 2:33am
As i'm exploring
my friend is snoring.
i'm not alone
but i'm all to secluded.
night fades into morning
feelings rage
my heart is soaring.
my …
August 21, 2008 4:59pm
If ever there is something to hate, it is hate.
I dont hate, i dont hold grudges, i deal with it
lifes a bitch...then you die.
no reason to make …
August 7, 2008 6:07pm
While on a very lovely stroll i suddenly realized that
life is complicated. my mom says that you are given what you can handle but i think that is a …
hi how are you ? You finally got some sleep ? Do you sleep in ? I had to up at 5am this morning to take my boyfriend to work so i would have the car.I finally got our streao working in the car.It was locked and couldnt didnt have the password until last night. You have read alot of books ?My son loves reading long books and is always reading a different book. Take care sophie
hi how are you ? I had a great sleep last night but got up early again lol.My name is sophie. How did you sleep last night ? Have you heard of the rouge traders ? Do you reading books ?What type of books do you read ?
hi how are you ? I know how you feel being a teenager,it's rebelling, it's finding who you are. When i got my ears piecred, my mum hit the roof, saying how i was rebelling and that.I just wanted to have earings.Everything i do even now my mum thinks i am rebelling.When i got a tatto, she wasnt to pleased, but my body i told her. we are having a fun sunday with the kids.My son and i go to the markets every sunday.The markets are people selling things, plants toys clothes and alot of other things.After the markets we go to macdonalds and get a coffee and hash browns.My son loves it.We have just put on shrek the 3rd.Have you seen it ?With the kdis we have to pg movies and g rated movies.Whats your favourite band ?I am getting into the rouge traders, have you heard of them ?It's an aussie band.We are getting to go to the park, let the kids run around for a while.Every friday they do drama lessons, they love it and on saturday they basketball.My daughter is waiting for a spot to get into gymathics.I am getting my youngest one into rock climbing soon, he's 4 and he ahs to wait till he's 5 years.He loves climbing. Take care sophie
how does your look ? Did it turn out okay ? I dyed my hair the other day, it turned out ok
I am so sorry to hear that your dad wont take you in.When my kids have any problem i take them straight to the doctor.My daughter just had her toenail removed. It's hard having kids.I have 3 kids. I am taking 4 different sleeping pills now and they help but i still have problems sleeping lol. Do you find it hard with no sleep and going to school ?I find it hard in the morning when i have had no sleep and then about 2pm i get my second wind and am able to go until bedtime. I got my youngest boy a pogo stick today and my daughter a baby ferbie.We are watching harry potter for the 100th time lol. We are bibbing on ebay as well. What are your interest ?
Ever since i was born i was able to feel the physical pain of others threw a weird case of empathy. i not only have dealt with my parents early divorce, my brother leaving me alone with my emotionless father and his crazy girlfriend, my step dads PTSD, but i have been cursed, i am too nice, i am still dealing with the problems and pains of other beings, without them even realizing, every BIG problem they have, they ask me to help them or to comfort them. thats not even close to half my story.
my parents divorced when i was only 4 and my brother was 8. i cant stop feeling like it was partially my fault. not only that but i know the truth, even so i cant stop blaming myself.
im stressed, im worrying, im LOSING MY NON-EXISTENT MIND.
my dad seems to have lost all emotions, his gf is crazy, her hobbie is coming up with random things i "did" wrong that never happend to get me introuble. mom's okay, sometimes she can be a little weird and other times she is okay, my step dad has ptsd and is struggling with the difference of his true self and when ptsd begins to take over. i am moving on to my freshman year and i have about three more weeks to decide where i want to live, and if i want to live there for me or for my friends.
if i'm not moving my legs begin to itch, than as i stand still or sit still or lay still, they begin to hurt, and the pain gets worse and only goes away when i begin to move
