Didn't sleep against last night spent my whole night in pain. These cramps are unbearable I am going completely insane. Tired of spending my days and noghts in pain just want to have a normal life. Just feel like screaming and shouting but don't know if amyone will understand or listen. Tired of medications that do not work. Think I should just accept the fact that I probably wont get the family I want in the future. Just needed to vent and get somethings out. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH