hi well its satuday moring andi dont know what to say or write.this is all new to me . my hubby took bad sick in dec and since then its been all down hill for me one worry after another.i lose my son in law 6 weeks ago to cancer,he was more like a son to me .he was my buddy,my deasrs friend,i could talk to him about any thing while we swing.and now i feel like im lost with out him.i see my daughter suffering and it breaks my heart. everyone says im a tuff old bird but really i feel like jelley in side its like i not suppose to have any feeling or emoitns i had to be strong for everyone when he passed away to help them with there grief but down in side it hurts so bad
Hey mom, that's a good start. You just write all your feelings down. I know you miss him too. When you are feeling blue, write it down. He was a special man and we all miss him. Love you, Pam
pstrevels
well its july the 18 and here i am again.when to grave yard to day to see ronnieand all i could do is stand they.i know hes gone but it just dont seem real. i look out window to see him in swing and no he not they.last nite i ask him to come swing with me and there was no anseri miss him so very much ,our little talks we had. i still remember how he liked to joke with me about putting me in a nursing home when i got old.said slide me down a shout like a bag of lanurdy we laughed about that always joking around with me.i look at his pictures on my wall everyday and talk to him it just dont seem real to me.
grandmapenny
well its 12 oclock at nite and cant sleep i have so much rinning thru my mind to think about.really worryed about my husband because he is not doing well at all. got infection in both legs and thats not good.he is a dibectic and sugar running high.also worryed about my daughter who lost husband 1month ago.got to shut it down storming out side.
grandmapenny
Hey mom, just keep remembering those memories. You two were always cutting up and joking. And please don't worry about me. Eventually I will be fine. Just take care of Dad and yourself. Love Pam
pstrevels