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Sometimes i wonder whats going on and if i am going to make it one more day! Sometimes i feel like sitting in bed all day! And people have to be soo rude? Why? But then i look at what God has done for me and I look in AMAZEMENT. Just looked out my window the other day and was like HOW BEAUTIFUL!!! The birds were flyin and chirpin the wind was blowing and I was just in almsot Glory. Then i was thinkin about the Holiday coming up...THANKSGIVING. It is hard for me on Holidays like this because my Grandma is no longer with us. She is in heaven with God. I miss her soo much and This was her favorite Holiday. Maybe because all her family could be home for this holiday. We had to many cousins to do it on Christmas. So we chose Thanksgiving. My Grandma died almost 2 1/2 years ago and my mom 10 years ago and i havin hard time with it, still. Does that sound wierd? I hope not becausei have along way to go then! Well i wil stop boring you all with my life. But wanted to update you on some things!!!
Sandra
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God's Tears
Tears were shed
When i was hurt
So long ago
And tho my eyes
Were dry
He cried for me
And now i hear
His patient voice
Just loud enough
To reach my frozen tears
And tell my gritty eyes
Its safe to cry
And heal my heart
From the past.
Written in 1993
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That is so beautiful.
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That is really beautiful xx
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That is an awesome poem.
Sometimes i wonder where are u God
Sometimes i wonder why?
Sometimes i wonder if i have a purpose
Sometimes i wonder why my dad did this to me
Sometimes i wonder when i will get over this
Sometimes i wonder will i ever have children
Sometimes i wonder why?
Sometimes i cry all the time
Sometimes i laugh
Sometimes i run, run, run, run
Sometimes i isolate myself
Sometiems i wonder God why do u love me?
Sometimes i wonder how to forgive the abuser!!
Written (6-11-08)
Sometimes i wonder why?
Sometimes i wonder if i have a purpose
Sometimes i wonder why my dad did this to me
Sometimes i wonder when i will get over this
Sometimes i wonder will i ever have children
Sometimes i wonder why?
Sometimes i cry all the time
Sometimes i laugh
Sometimes i run, run, run, run
Sometimes i isolate myself
Sometiems i wonder God why do u love me?
Sometimes i wonder how to forgive the abuser!!
Written (6-11-08)
So sorry to hear that the holidays will be hard for you. We lost our father in 2000 and our mother passed away last January, so we understand how you feel. The holidays are very hard for us as well. Your faith seems strong. We hope that helps you get through these times. Good luck.
usalone
I do understand how you feel Sandra. I lost my parents & a brother many years ago. It does hurt! You are not boring us about your life. We care so much about you. We are remembering you in our prayers. So when you feel down, I want you to know that you have many friends on DS who love & care about you!
susanjoy
I AM SORRY ABOUT THE LOSS OF YOUR GRANDMA A LITTLE OVER TWO YEARS AGO. I STILL MISS MY MOM AND IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS TODAY THE 30TH OF NOV. IT GETS EASIER WITH TIME...NOT THAT YOU EVER EVER FORGET THEM BUT THAT IT JUST GETS EASIER. THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS WAS MOM'S FAVORITE HOLIDAYS.
jojotrudgen
sorry 2 hear about your grandma hugs
mycat