Work/Economy
December 4, 2008 9:04pm
I was to depressed and had been drinking so I was in no mood to type last night. Besides Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer was on TV!
Yesterday, at …
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About Me
Been physically married about 20 years, but it's really been about maybe 10 years. Work for the same company for 21 yrs. I don't know if that's bad or good. Completed College, Associate Degree. But now I'm wanting more and possibly a different career path. Originally from Monroe, Michigan area (south of Detroit, just north of Toledo, OH). Came to Indy for work right after my stint in the Navy. I was born in Knoxville, TN. My dad's side of the family are mostly in TN, my mom's were in MI, but now everyone is spread out across the country.
Interests
I've worked so much for so long, I've lost track of my interest. Nothing specific. I'm interested in a wide variety of Sciences and Technologies. Like movies and trying new things that don't scare my pants OFF! Like to try various foods and to cook (I love herbs and spices in most things). I can't leave out coffee, yum. -----I've added: Learning Meditation.
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Wore out
November 30, 2008 3:20pm
This Thanksgiving was the most tiring or mentally exhausting. I was even off work for the whole week! I think I'm out of practice. We are empty …
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Slowly going insane?
November 4, 2008 9:44pm
I'll go back a little...my wife and I decided it was time for us to end our marriage. Neither one of us is happy, she keeps me financially …
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Caring too much hurting us?
October 25, 2008 11:24pm
I just went on a rambling session (LOL)/replying to a journal entry with a dear friend who is just worried she is worrying too much or the stress of …
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Caring too much hurting us?
October 25, 2008 11:24pm
I just went on a rambling session (LOL)/replying to a journal entry with a dear friend who is just worried she is worrying too much or the stress of …
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I am sooo glad this day is over
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Thank You for the kind words. Hugs to you too.
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and I was on my ativan so I would have been a zombie at dinner .... so I came on home and just now sat down .... been cleaning this shit hole I call a house
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Sorry I missed tonite I was so burned out at work and thinking of all the crap I have to do that I drove almost home and remembered Dinner CRAP ...........
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yea HO HO HO in DEBT I go LMAOOOO
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Close Breakups & Divorce
AtALossHere hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Depression
A bad marriage and I'm dragging my aXX to do anything. No medication yet.
Treatments
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- It works when I find time. Maybe once a week if that.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Friends and family tell me what I might need to do, BUT I can't seem to get off my AXX to do it!
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- DS, it's been informative.
Open Stress Management
We are talking about selling the house now. We still live in it but not same rooms, except when family is over. She has me in such financial trouble I can't leave until we sell the house or someone takes over both mortgages. I don't want to file bankruptcy, my credit is good, her's is another story (that's why i'm stuck). I'm primary and she is secondary on both mortgages! The second mortgage is her credit card consolidaton debt, but I'm primary because I thought I would lose the house.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Depends on what I listen to.
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Some people can't believe in how much patience I have, but I don't know if that is what it is or the feeling of helplessness.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Try to play tennis 3x a week. I don't feel as lethargic and a little more pepped up.
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