life2bgood's Journal

filed for divorce on August 1 although i feel i do not want to go through with it i really want to reunite with my husband and work on our relationship I invited him for a lunch date on October6 we have been together for 20 years and married nearly 12 Oct 15 will have been our anniversary. He moved out 1 year ago on this date it broke my hear t He has had an what appears to be an emotional affair with my ex best friend for 2 years now Now I need the strength to forgive. Then there is the trust issue that is a big one i cannot have stress i have fibromialgia Arthritis and severe depression with anxiety it is a scary thought to reunite with him.Although we both have issues to work on. He has been sober for over a year now and this has been the biggest issue of all but we will have a long road ahead of us still i recently invited him for a lunch date on OCT 6 I am somewhat hopeful

well i have gained the courage and will file tomorrow. It is my daughters last day of dance camp tomorrow and if i don't do it now I'd have to get a sitter.to go do it.My counselor has helped me get the courage. i have an appointment with her on Tuesday and she hopes i do it by then . She too is a Christian and even believes this is best.His affair continues and nothing has changed for over a year and a half now. i believe unless there is abuse or infidelity you should make your marriage work. We get along great now it's too bad he cannot give up the 3rd party.