MichelleMT's Journal

It's been a very long two weeks.  I had to spend three days in the hosptial with a hemerrige, I sprang my ankle, dropped a hot pan on my arm and burned it, my husband and I are talking about a separation after 17 years of marriage, yet, I'm alright.  The sky hasn't fallen in, my kids still love me, I still like myself, my family and friends are still my family and friends.  Life changes, it just depends on how we choose to change with it.  I've still been able to go walking in the park almost eveyday.  (even on the sprang ankle) I spent yesterday in the mountains with my children enjoying the trees and nature.  Life always keeps going, the trick is to find a way to keep going with it.  Some days are better than others.  But with my health improving, I know the future will be alright, different, but alright.

I thought that by now I'd be gaining more ground. I'm just tired of the on going headache.  I know it will be easier when school starts again.  It's hard to try to entertain the children, have a headache, and be weak all at the same time.  I'm ready to start really moving around. I hope that tomorrow will be better. Today I just want to run away and hide.