my name is joanie and I am a 51 …
my name is joanie and I am a 51 year old mother and grandmother.I have lost thousands of dollars in the last two years, …
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Today has been a hard day for me. Lots of tears and anger. I'm feeling very far away from my God. I know He loves me, even though I've hurt myself and my family. Having no money until Monday, really frustrates me! Having to live off a credit card, isn't easy.
Thank you to all that have sent your hugs and messages!
It's HOT here in Montana, all I want to do is go hang out at the casino. This may be what I want to do, but I'm not going to! This addiction is so powerful.
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Hang in there and be strong, the urges will go,have to keep saying to urself no more,
good luck
Sarina49
One second at a time if you need to. I know it is hard. Hang in there. I went through many tears and much anger but I made it. It is good to feel.
Love, hugs, and Prayer to you.
Kimber
Kimbers
Your words are very powerful to yourself right now - I am not going to! I love that - not now is all you need to keep saying. Hugs to you today and hope you know that God is very much with you. Suzi
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