Rhoswen's Journal

Well, we had a couple of stray cats we had taken in and sadly we had to give them away a couple weeks ago to the Humane Society because they were to much. I got to keep my baby, Muffin, but her brother, Fatty, and her son, Blueberry were two of the cats that had to go. I didn't really cry when they left even though I was really close with them, but today I stumbled upon profiles I made for them on catchannel.com. And when I saw them I broke down and cried. I wish they were still here and I feel incredibly sad at the moment and in tears.

Plus, my anxiety has been horibble this weeks. I haven't gotten much sleep and my nerves have been on end all day, not to mention I haven't been able to eat much, so I've felt so emotional. School will be starting soon and I'm guessing that may be playing a major role in my sudden bought of awful anxiety. At least I have good news and I will be getting medication soon. I hope I will feel a lot better once I get it.~

My anxiety has been bad these past couple of  days; it usually is during the summer. But I have become really anxious and stressed out because my mom keeps threatening to give away my cat, Muffin. I seriously don't know what would happen to me if she was given away. I'm afraid I would have some mental break down, but I think that's just my anxiety talking. I feel really depressed because Muffin was always there to cuddle with when I was going through rough times. I know it seems idiodic that I'm getting so beat up over a pet, but I never get anything or ask for much and she was the one special thing I owned. I'm afraid I'll do something crazy if she's given away-the anxiety again-and that I'll explode. I feel so helpless.~