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life is so dam good right now,I am so contentI thought I needed a wife to complete me and raise my kids .that wasnt …
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Hey, I think I'm actually happy! I mean not depressed...like before group therapy. My glasses are a little rose-colored these days. I mean my back hurts so bad and that is frustrating and yes depressing, but it is not the same. It is no where near the same as before....it is so different. Life is different! Not different -It's Life! I have life back in me again, back in my soul! I have a Smile!
My mind is clearer! My thoughts are of hope, not defeat. I am not saying that I don't have my moments, but they are less frequent...instead of every minute of every day! Healing is so poetic.....I am happy, confident, beautiful, amazed, blown-away, hopeful, quiet, still, inspired, and in awe. I am also afraid this is only a delusion. Is this true?
I must believe!
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I can believe because it's true. I saw it the other day. You are a different person. You smiled. You were quick to respond and laugh. You told happy stories. You found laughter in others stories. I have those moments too. I am very glad to see you finally broke through that barrier and are feeling happy. Makes you wanna cry just thinking about it doesn't it? It's not a bad cry but a good cry because you can feel the difference and you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I still cry when I talk about it because I can still feel that difference and it's so amazing.
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Wow!!! I am so proud of you.
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You Rock!!!
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