What a beautiful soul!
November 25, 2008 10:32pm
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thrtherain
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Life is like a box of chocolates..your hips get bigger if you eat them!!
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About Me
I have been blessed with a wonderful husband, daughter, and son. Since childhood, I have had depression and anxiety. I love my family and teaching Kindergarten. I chose to teach, so that I might be able to see the smallest change in a child or to see the sadness in their eyes. I want to be their support that I never had in my formative years. I want to save them from the vulnerability of letting people use and abuse them! I teach my daughter(my son is still young) how to be strong and to take up for herself and others! She is so much stronger than I was at her age! Teaching is a rewarding job and I truly love helping my students to grow, to be proud of their accomplishments, and helping them learn to be strong! As for the depression and anxiety, I am an enlightened Christian and only my faith has gotten me this far! However, I am finally facing these issues, instead of trying to hide! My family deserves the BEST, MOST LOVING mom, that is in me!! I will OVERCOME and know true joy! I will be happy and enjoy the present day! I will not keep obsessing about the past and what may happen in the future! I think I am finding my SMILE, again...I can feel it starting to emerge out of the deep!
Interests
I will find my passion for the things that I really enjoyed! I use to love to be with my family, travel, shop, go camping, scuba dive, and just listen to the beauty of nature. I hear nothing but pain now. I will listen past the pain, until it is no more!
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Mackenna Rocks
November 1, 2008 11:54pm
Last weekend, Mackenna had her Hallowswing Softball Tournament! It was a blast. They came in second. Her old team got first. …
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Is this true?
September 28, 2008 2:51am
Hey, I think I'm actually happy! I mean not depressed...like before group therapy. My glasses are a little rose-colored these …
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Moment of Peace
Thank you for reading my journal..I am doing better, but am dealing with some issues that I haven't written about. I go to therapy tomorrow, so maybe I can unload some of the stress. I hope you had a great Thanksgiving. We had a quiet one, and that was good. I am not on here as much since ai went to work again, but I try to catch up as often as I can. Hugs!
Little Love
Aw, twern't nuthin, my friend! Your journal made ME cry! Love ya Lady! You know I can't stand it when my tribe stands alone when they don't have to! I have been there. I know what you are going through. How could I not try to help you out?! It's what friends and family DO for each other!
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Flower
Hello, Lovely Friend! I am out having Shenanigans by dropping random hugs, but this one was on Porpoise! Don't get wet!
Celebration
You are cooking? Man things have changed.
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Hug
Thanks you should call me. 3056393
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Support Groups
Close Parents of Children with ADHD
I am a Kindergarten Teacher. I have taught for 10 years, now and have had many students with ADHD/ADD/ODD/BI-Polar. I have a four year that I am wondering what his teachers will say, once he enters a school setting. I am here to see the parents point of view, to help my son, students, and parents.
Close Rape
I Was date raped at 16, a virgin. I thought he was a cool guy, girl how niave! I was left with a girl acquaintance at her boyfriend's house. They left us with a bottle of Tequila, She started the drinking, encouraging me and telling me in a round about way that if I really wanted to keep going out with him, I had better give it up! We drank until we were(?) sick in the bathroom, puking, I don't remember ever leaving that bathroom. I do remember her boyfriend taking her out. Can I think setup?
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Working on it!
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- I couldn't remember what happenned, during counseling. I thought that I blacked out b/c of the drinking, during the rape, now I don't know. I am so confused. But, my dream reminded me and I am afraid of what I will continue to remember. Horrified, actually!
Open Polycystic Kidney Disease (PKD)
My Best Friend has PKD. Her Kidney funtion is 10% and her hemocrite is at a 3. Because, of it being at a 3 they will not put her on the Donor list. I am slowly watching her get weaker and it hurts!!! I am joining the group for knowledge and support.
Open Back Pain
I found out a little over a year ago that I have Coccydynia. I had one cortisone injection, then. A year+ later I am barely able to move and am in extreme pain all over.
Treatments
- Cortisone (Injection) Working / Worked
- It worked slightly for 3 months.
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- Not so much....If I take one it is not enough. If I take two I am throwing up and falling over asleep.
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