I just wanna cry and be alone, …
I just wanna cry and be alone, I feel like the instant i see you i hurt all over again and when i see her I just want …
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Well you see I used to be a really strong person inside. I never was one to get attached to someone and now that I have and I know what its like to watch them leave, I'm never doing it again. I hate love and I hate the pain that comes after it even worse. I don't get how one day you can be the world to someone then all of a sudden they say they don't love you anymore.
I've had forever promised to me, I've had someone say they would take a bullet for me and then I've had them take it all back and say they never ment it. I've tried to move on and forget but I don't want to.. I don't ever want to be with anyone else unless its him. period.
But what do I do now that he's found someone who really cares about him and treats him like he should be.. like I never did? I hate just watching love someone else and not even miss me, but everytime I try to talk to him [even as a friend] he just blames me for everything and tells me he didn't ever want to leave but I made him by always hurting him.. he gave me chance after chance until I really didn't deserve anymore. I guess I just have to let him go.. he graduates this year anyways and I doubt we'll ever make anything work and I can't help but blame myself. I had my forever love and I found a way to fuck it up.
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theres still a chance for love. he wasn't the one. i dont think you are to blame here. he shouldn't just come out and say "hey you didn't treat me right so you are to blame and im leaving you." this wasn't your fault.
Roxas
while some ppl believe there is only one person for another, known as soulmates, as romantic as tht sounds, i dont think tht, while u may find someone believe is ur one and only tht may not be the case. and also, no matter wat this guy says of it being ur fault, nvr forget the age old but oh so true saying "it takes two to tango"
smirker