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yeah had alot of fun, got drunk with a friend that just turned 21. i normally dont go out and drink but actually it was a good time and everything turned out good, i hope that she had as much fun as i did, cuz i never go out anymore not just cuz i cant afford it but cuz i get depressed normally, but not tonite, im as happy as a clam, lol, how happy can clams be? do you think that they know that they are gonna get eaten? ah ha ha ha! ok im all good now! lots of smile, ttyl sometime in the afternoon tomarrow! peace out bitches, and oh id like some feedback on my new hair color, do ya think its too much for me, or can i pull it off with out looking too raggitty ann-ish? lmao!!!
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well the pain management doctor told me that there isnt anything that he can do for my pain so now im off to a specialist.... i dont think im gonna spell this right but i think its a physiatrist ? well lets see if they can help me, i dont know what to do, they have no idea whats going on with my back and im sick of not having any answers or pain relief... well wish me luck, i go see the specialist on aug. 6th! atleast i dont have to wait forever to get in with them!!!
im so sick and tired of my doctors tellin me that there is nothing that they can do to help my back pain. im sick of them telling me that they dont know what is causing it. the damn pain management doctor wont even do anything for me and that really pisses me off cuz that is his job, to help me figure out a way to manage my pain. well looks like im on my own now, i have to convince my family doctor to reffere me to a spinal neural surgeon. wish me luck... who knows how this will go! sorry guys im just venting! its been a bad day, too many doctors appointments with bad news...
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I totally understand. Unfortunately, there are quite a few docs that don't like to admit they have absolutely no idea what to do and still won't willfully refer you to someone else who might. It's frustrating to have to ask your doctor to send you elsewhere. Keep coping the best you can and take care of yourself. Vent all you need to. That is what we are here for!
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thanks terisue, i appreciate the encouragement, i can use all i can get!!
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Hi Sweetie, I appreciate what you are going through,you just have to try the best you can to find the help you need!
I'm not being condescending I know the emotions that come along with pain; my dad is held together with 8 inches of steel and several large screws from an operation when I was a kid, he needs help too but his bones are crumbling and not strong enough for another operation now the pressure means his hip and knees are also disintegrating.
I know it's frustrating and highly unfair and I'll try to always write something nice when you need to vent, don't give in, there is someone out there who may be able to hep you even in a tiny way and it's worth channelling the angry energy into researching things yourself and hopefully finding that special healer. If you would like I could sent you some Reiki. Try to have a sunny day!
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I'm so proud of you although I think clams are really always happy until someone eats them I'm not sure how happy it is! Well done for going out with pals!
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