Well I --ed up good! I cut myself …
Well I fucked up good! I cut myself again it's been so long but I did it I cut up all my left arm and both my legs …
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Well, here I am....at least I am here. I have had a very rough last few months. Worked my ass off for a company for 10 years working my way up from the bottom (very bottom) to a decent role in the purchasing department. Loved my job but my boss was a dickhead. He always said I just want to help you. Thanks to him, he helped me right out of my job. Long story behind all of that....
now I am a stay at home mom and the rewards are few. The boys really try my patience and sometimes I just think I should end it all. I can't ever please my husband, not that he demands much but my esteem is at its all time low. I do not have any talents, I just seem to be existing right now with no real ambition or hope.
I just started my meds again, hopefully will get back to some kind of normalcy. Yeah right!! Like what the fuck is that?
My 19 yr old daughter is home for the summer and never aound to help. I really resent thast. i received more calls than I can count last winter with her crying that she wanted to come home RIGHT NOW and I was able to convince her that she needed to stick it out, she did.
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If you need someone to talk to let me know... I have kids and my 18 year old has pushed it so far I had to kick her out.. One of the toughest things ive ever had to do.. I'm going through a transistion in life myself... Life is always changing it is hard but we just have to adjust... right now I'm not adjusting so greatly but know its in way bigger hands than mine so I try to go with the flow.
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Thanks for the support. She is a good girl and it is hard for me to control these boys sometimes. I may be asking her to help with a situation that is just not her responsibility. I do not deal with change very well....
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