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musikluver13's Journal

Journal Entry for September 24, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I'm such a fuck-up... I went almost 60 days without cutting and then last night broke down and started again...

 

It makes me feel like recovery is near impossible... like I'm never going to get past this... even after so many days, the urge still exists and sometimes it's impossible to make it go away.

 

I hate myself.

UPDATED GOALS

Be SI free for a week

Progress 100%

SI Free (Days)

7

Encouragements: 0

Go one day without SI

Progress 100%

Encouragements: 0

2 days SI free

Progress 100%

Encouragements: 1

One week without cutting!

Progress 100%

Encouragements: 0

One more week...

Progress 100%

Encouragements: 0

10 more days.

Progress 100%

SI Free (Days)

24

Encouragements: 1

10 more days.

Progress 100%

SI Free (Days)

34

Encouragements: 0

20 more days

Progress 100%

SI Free (Days)

55

Encouragements: 0

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