whats behind my smile
July 31, 2008 7:02am
i am always puting on a smile like im doing so good when i don't even know what a real smile is anymore i hate it i want to kill who …
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hey everybody to day is going to be a good day so help me make it that why
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hey im benny and i have hiv i dont know how or when i got it but it has been over a year i almost die because i didn't know if i didn find out out when i did it would have been to late for me
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i just found out a few mounths ago and i have 3 best friends that have been there for me everyday but they don't know how i feel. how i look at myself now, how many times think about just killing myself at night its hard for me because i didin have sex for along long long time and i think i got this when i went to give blood i cry so much now because im just 19 and now i can't have the 3 kids i always wanted and i may never find the love of my life. so i just been going to church
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- well it makes me sleep but i feel alot better i think its doing its job grate
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- its good to have some to give you a push when you need it and tell you to keeep your haed up cause its not over yet no it just started and the best years are still coming your way
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