Journal Entry for February 11, 2008
February 11, 2008 9:28pm
I miss me.................
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About Me
I have been suffering from depression for over a year. I am also overcoming bulimia. I lost my boyfriend, whom I love very much, because I deceived him and hurt him so bad. I ended up in a hospital for two days due to my emotional state. He left, and I am empty.
Interests
I love to be active. I run, ski, bike, windsurf, swim. I love the mountains and the beach. I have a dog and three ferrets.
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Journal Entry for November 2, 2007
November 2, 2007 7:53pm
Please take me away
Farther then I can reach
Take away that brain
So I don’t have to think
Please help me be just be
Like I was before
I used …
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Journal Entry for November 2, 2007
November 2, 2007 7:38pm
I am such a fuck-up. I am such a misreable, sad, uberable person. I had a cigarette today. I had to do something. I have felt anxious for the past …
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Journal Entry for October 31, 2007
October 31, 2007 9:47pm
I think I am done. I think there is nothing left of me. I think I will just pretend that I exist and pass throug life just to get to the end. I lost …
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Journal Entry for October 23, 2007
October 23, 2007 9:20pm
I keep coming and going....... Two weeks ago I was binging and purging almost every day for a week. I felt incredibly tired and I was skipping work. …
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Woo Hoo!!! Good for you! Keep up the good work!
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Caroline! Are you EVER here anymore? I miss you!
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Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you are doing ok!
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Hug
Hope you have a peaceful day! Be strong! Things will get better! Much love to you.
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Just a hug and a wish my friend for a day filled only with sunshine and smiles!
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Close Depression
I am 31 years old. My name is Caroline and I am originally from Poland. I have been suffering from depresion for over a year. I have been overcoming bulimia. I am doing good in this respect. My boyfriend just left me due to my condition. I also deceived him and lied to him. I feel very sad and destroyed.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- very small dosage. could not sleep. made me tired during the day.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I meet a psychologist on a regular basis and I am in touch with a pschiatrist. I like my psychologist. She helps me a lot.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I feel good after that medicine. I increased a dosage a little bit right now due to my disstress.
Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI have bulimia. It has started over a year ago. I am doing much much better now-a-days, but I cannot say I am cured.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Made me feel tired all the time.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Works great.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have a wonderful therapist. She helps me a lot.
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