fluffybunnies's Journal

Today was actually a really good day for me emotionally. I worked for three hours and then went to hallmark to get my aunt a birthday card. Didn't find a gift like i wanted to but i found this really big hoops and yoyo card for her, which is great because we have this hoops and yoyo exchange thing going... so after that i got food and went home and took a nap until my doctor's appointment. got to my doctor's appointment and he wasn't there! i wasn't too mad though cause i went to my aunt's house right away and got to spend more time with them. we went to Red Robins and had dinner, we were there for two hours but i had an amazing fun time with them. got to tease my one cousin and my other cousin and i discussed a fictional store we would create for disadvantaged cats (i have a three legged cat), she would create the merchanise (one-armed sweater, eye-patches) and i would deal with the clerical part. now, i'm going to watch "America's Best NExt Dance Crew" and idol the girls with the flat abs that i'm slowly working towards...

However, my dad (who went with us) was in an unusually cynical mood today... it turns out he didn't go to work again today, which worries me greatly because not only is he loosing money now because he used all his vacation time but with the recent layoffs and the coming layoffs he can't afford to have a negative image. i know he's a big boy but i still worry for him, i feel like he's tettering on the edge and i'm the only one holding him on the edge...if he did believe in suicide, i would be highly scared of leaving him alone.

Also, my mom is having a cabinet person come over and estimate how much it would cost for her to get new cabinets. I know she doesn't have the money, so I have to wonder if she's using "house" money before it's gone (a.k.a. before my parent's divorce is official, and before their financial situation is seperated). It would be so like her. She's so vindictive, but I'll keep a positive outlook on it, until I know the truth.

I started WeightWatcher's yesterday, and was doing really good until lunch today...but I'm back on track now :) I've been so tired lately, I don't seem to have the energy to work out, but i know that once i do start working out, i'll have more energy...big circle...hmm...