uki's Journal

Its after midnight I worked until 10pm got home now I need to unwind and go back to work at 9am. My body aches. I don't have time for anything. I need time to meditate. On my days off I try at least a few hours but I try to play catch up with my wash and cleaning. My hubby bought me this computer cause he knew it was a way for me to relax. He also used to tease me and say I loved my computer more than him. I wonder if I knew he was gonna leave me when he did what I would have done differently. Are we suppose to know? We had a really special kinda love and talked about everything but in the end, he never really said good bye. I miss him so much.