Abotsd's Journal

got worried e mail from melia. wish she didn't worry almost as much as me. what the heck is it good for. all my kids picked up my psyche? or is it genetic. a bunch of worry worts. we all see life as dangerous. and yet we try to be brave. i like our tribe. we try harder. she is worried about plane ticket. wish buzz would have just told her he would take care of it. i will tell him when we speak next.  she has enough money fears with two kids etc. life is very hard in america right now. money is tight. faith is faltering. govenment seems like enemy. where are our ideals?  my parents were proud to pay taxes and help the country. not so dog eat dog as now. well. will do better. walked yesterday and willl try to walk today. stay sane. eat healthy. love my family and friends. far and away.