so today i did the l5 minutes on the bike and the whole of the aerobic class without taking any special breaks. so stamina is improving. taking more xyrem, equal doses, gives me one more hour of sleep and i love it. rested over the weekend, felt a little guilty for not walking or swimming. needed the rest. feeling good. will go to buy a dress for granddaughter's birthday. she still loves pink. size l0. a pretty girl with a bad temper. who does she remind me of? not saying. i'm not a snitch. spoke to alll four kids yesterday. i love when that happens. and my voice is getting stronger. am watching e.r. even though it makes me nervous. took a xanax . don't want to give it up. the tv show i mean. wish green elephant would message me again. she's so positive. i need that.
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