freakedoutsc's Journal

Ive been trying to get on to DS all day and for some reason it's been very hard to pull anything up on here and its not just my computer i went on a friends computer also and it still wont come up..... i finally got to my journal after trying since 6 am and the screen looks really weird i didnt know if Ds is having a problem connecting. So i talked to D last night and it got to him when i said i wanted some space and since my car hasnt been home he was worried i had went on a date or something. He said ok you got my attention i missed you....and so on. I told him i didnt want to go with them this weekend i had made other plans because he personally didnt invite me.... he seemed upset and and not upset at the same time. i told him to go have fun and be with his friends try to relax. we will have plenty of time together later. he said he really doesnt even want to go now so he may not. either way i guess he was really hurt that and thought he had lost me by a few coments he made. Well he's still not my boyfriend but thats because i told him i really dont want that right now its too much presseure so maybe now he will step up. Either way we are fine, we made up all night ;-). I think he appriciates me more now he sure acted like it last night, he didnt even leave my side and was holding my hand and kissing me infront of everybody. im happy right nowjust being with him. have a good weekend all.love, E