Journal Entry for May 13, 2008
Hope all is well with everyone......I showed my mom my page, and hopefully will have a page up here gfor her this weekend!!!!! Yippeeeeeee
is feeling Good
I'm 25 years old, going semi mental, very heart broken over my Mom contracting HIV. I don't know how to begin to cope or even fathom the thought of losing her. I couldn't live without her. I just keep asking why, and when did this happen. I have more bad days then good. I just love her so much, and it's always been us, my best friend, more like a sister I could share everything with!!! My Mom, not just any Mom, my Mom! How do I begin.......how do I cope??? I'm just so angry and hollow...
I like to drawing abstract, being active outside, spending lots of time with my Mom and my partner, going to the movies. Not much to do here in this lame state, or I'm just utterly not hip!!!
Hope all is well with everyone......I showed my mom my page, and hopefully will have a page up here gfor her this weekend!!!!! Yippeeeeeee
Hey guys.....back and hope you all are doing well! I'll be putting up some pics of me and my Mom soon! I think I'll talk her into getting on …
guess I've been away for quite sometime......1st had no internet access for awhile and then couldn't remember my password!!!! …
Okay...Got the pics up! Enjoy.
I got a new guy! A little puppy. Oh the pics will come soon! And you know this! He's sooooooooo cute! Mr.Biggs is his name. He's a MIN PIN. Too …
Trying to cope with my Mom having HIV. Trying to stay sane. Just wanting to know when she got it and how much longer I have with her....... I love her so much, she is my world. I just can't picture her not being with me all the way. To see me have kids, to see her great grandkids...It's killing me inside. I hope they find a cure and REAL SOOON!!!!!
Currently dealing with the reality that my Mother,my own flesh and blood has HIV. Very depressed, nothing new. I have been a depressed individual since I could remember...Been on meds, and nothing helps but venting out in my artwork, my drawings. Probably healthier this way anyhow.