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Well my birthday came and went on the 9th and it was very un-eventfull, not that i thought it would be, just another year older is all, this week was really bad, my mom had 2 surgerys this week and shes in bad shape, ive ran myself in the ground to make sure that dad was ok and mom was taken care of, my mom is in such bad shape its just ridiculous, if you've seen a pic of a holocaust survivour thats my mom!!...theres just nothing left at all!!!...she weighs 77 pounds!...i cant stand to see her like this, she was always so very strong and a hard worker, this is just to much for me to take, with everything else that ive talked about on here now im about to lose my mom!...And ive gotten a little frustrated with this site to!..it seems like if i dont leave a message then i dont here from nearly most of you, there are SOME that do but most dont!..if you say your going to be a friend then please do it, if not then FUCK-OFF!!...that mite be a little harsh and maybe its the pain talking but its the way i feel,.. i know we get busy and have are lives to live but good gosh, its ridiculous, i think people just treat this like myspace or something!..does anyone else that cares feel the same? i mean if you got to much on your plate then limit the people that you tell that you will be there for them, it kinda hurts when you send a message and they say oh yea i remember you and then begin to tell you the wrong thing thats bothering you or they dont remember you at all!!.. please keep my mother in your thoughts and prayers please, docs say she isnt going to get any better!...you that are with me are in my thoughts and i hope your well!!....peace!!
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I'm sorry you are going through all of this. I have never lost someone that close to me. I can't imagine what you are going through. You are a good soul do to all that you have done for her and your dad.
As for people not communicating with you, I'm sorry for that too. I hope that I have not been one of those who doesn't. Sometimes if I don't see a journal entry from someone in a while, I think they aren't on line or left the site. So maybe that's the case with many on your friends list. I don't know. But I do apologize for everyone, including myself. I'm glad you are an honest person. That shows a lot about you.
Write when you can. Love Jenn
Jenn820
Also, happy belated birthday. I'm sorry that it wasn't anything fun.
Jenn820
I will be thinking of you and praying for your mom. If you ever, i mean ever, need to talk please message me. I will do what I can to help. I hope I haven't been one of those who has disappointed you. I just recently wrote a journal saying the same thing about people not responding to me. it is frustrating. Anyway. I will be praying for you. keep in touch when you can.......
aslan
I read your latest journal entry. First, let me say how sorry I am to hear about your mom. I am experiencing difficult issues with my mother these days which are in no comparison to yours. I cannot relate your feelings about your dad, since I lost my dad several years ago. Change subjects here for a minute. I went back and printed out everything to do with your site, from the beginning or from the time I joined DS. I am going to read all of them and will respond back to you. I must tell you, I am a "cut to the chase" type person, but I do try to choose my words carefully. Now the million dollar question: As your "new friend", do you want my honest opinion and tell you what I think or do you want me to tell you what you want to hear? While I do not have a professional license to practice psychology, I minored in it in college.
StMagnolia
I know the pain of loosing a parent. It's like no other pain I have ever felt and I still deal with it on a daily basis. It's only been 6 months for me since loosing my Dad. I will keep you and your Mother in my thoughts and prayers. I had you on my mind today so I sat down and sent you a hug then I thought I will read his journal and see what's going on with him. Wow ! I read this ! How weird is that ? How weird is it that I read this about you feeling like people aren't communicating with you etc...and your Mom is sick , your worried about her etc... It's almost like I knew you needed friends isn't it ? Anyway, I had you in my thoughts so I just had to message you. Drop me a message when you have time. I would love to hear from you. Really I would. Take care of you....
Trudy
Oh yeah...Happy belated birthday to youuuuuu ! And many more !
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Sorry I missed your birthday! Hugs to you.
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