For some reason you guys, I'm having a lot of anxiety and I'm thinking too hard and I miss my boyfriend. I don't wanna go down the hall to see if he's here until he contacts me. I'm just wondering about a lot of things and I just got a massage. I feel like it wasn't long enough and not filling enough. I'm back in my chair and my leg is hurting and I'm thinking about the meeting today. Being in the meeting made me mad. I did my medical journal that I do everyday and my personal journal that I have here at the house. I wanted to air my feelings and get them out on the website to see if people have comments about my journal entries and I can get some help from you guys just dealing with life. I sent friend requests to the whole cp group, I have sent friend requests too. A couple have sent me friend requests. I wish I could find kerri and ash on this site but I can't find them.