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October 12, 2008 4:52pm
i finally got the guts 2 do it
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rainBowsLoveMe’s Profile
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rainBowsLoveMe
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to my friend shannon. this is what u are. "A true friend is one soul in two bodies." -Aristole
Recently: 9 hugs given, 8 hugs received more …
About Me
I HAVE BEEN 15 SINCE OCTOBER 3RD!!!! =3 My birthday is in October. I'm only gonna do Track this year. I LOVE;ABSOLUTELY LOVE anime, writing && music. I've read the twilight series && am OBSESSED WITH IT TILL THE END!!!!! I think more than probably just about every person in my school. lol [[i use internet && texting lingo alott. I'll probably shorten words down also lol.]] i like listening to the rain. I meditate in the shower. lol xD I'm very very shy at first, but once i open up i'm slightly crazy lol i usually keep 2 myself most of the time. just how i am. i guess i've put up a wall 1'nce i started getting older cause i was bullied when i was younger && i got sick && tired of just sitting there taking it so i fought back. so now i dont get bullied anymore, just poked at every now && then but i'm guessing thats 1 of the main reasons for it. i want 2 be a little more spontanious in person cause imma freak on the computer [[lol]] but in person im like a damn tree o, o lol i also beleive tht rainbows r created from clouds throwin them up. =D WoOoOoOoOoO lol OH YEH!!!!! i have a myspace its http://www.myspace.com/standin_in_de_rain_cryin check it lol
Interests
i love writing, reading, playing the accoustic guitar. ummm.....playing in the rain, hoping i c a rainbow lol i love my computer cause all my friends live in it =] my #1 goal is 2 ride on a cloud =D yesh it seems impossible but then it wouldnt be any fun if there wasnt a chase ^O^
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rainBowsLoveMe gave cameron1 a Hug 5:25pm
i can tell lol its like ur on crack or u just got the prize outta the cereal box XDDD lol…
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rainBowsLoveMe gave cameron1 a Hug 5:18pm
its goin okay lol what bout u?…
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rainBowsLoveMe gave cameron1 a Hug 5:13pm
xD i was just talkin 2 u in message lol…
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rainBowsLoveMe wrote a journal entry: finally 4:52pm
i finally got the guts 2 do it…
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rainBowsLoveMe changed their mood to Bad 4:24pm
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October 11, 2008 6:16pm
i actually told 3 people im bi-curious. my frien krissy [bi], my frien daisy, [bi-curious] && my …
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THIS.....CALLS....FOR....SCREAMAGE!!!! x]
October 10, 2008 5:01pm
i found out tht theyre releasing the Twilight movie A MONTH EARLIER THAN THE DUE DATE [December 12, 2008] im so happy i could spit on a lama!!!!!!!!! …
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THATS AWESOME, i hope its a toy boat (try saying that 5 times fast) lol :P
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alls good in my neighbore hood, so far at least, kind bored though...but im a happy camper!! lol,
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the things about guys being hard to understand?? yeah, lol! (: hows your day going?
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HI!!! hows things??
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good to hear from you i am doing alright took my daughter shopping for christmas today as there is alot to buy for hope you are okay take care-susanx
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Epilepsy & Seizures
i was diagnosed with epilepsey when i was 11. Unfortunately i havent told any1 but 3 of my friends. My boyfriend Shannon,my ex Zach whos my best friend && my friend Dakota which i consider a sister. They have all told me "so. I don't care if u have seizures. I love u for u." Down here where i live its very hard to tell any1 because alott of people get ridiculed for petty ass reasons. unfortunately Tularosa is like that. -_- But i live a completely normal life. Im diagnosed with Grand Mal seizures or also known as Tonic Clonic seizures. I hope 2 grow out of them.
Treatments
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- this medicine has let me be seizure free for a year without any symptons. which is very gd cause i will be driving soon.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- gives me strength
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- gives me strength
- Writing Working / Worked
- lets my feelings out
- Meditation Working / Worked
- lets me relax
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
I am trying to keep myself sex free till i get married. It's very hard where i live though because many people i know have already had sex at such a young age. I have made i promise 2 myself that i will protect myself by not having sex just yet.
Open Bereavement - Teens
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- it helps me let out my feelings cause the music i listen 2 represents what im feeling
- Remembering Working / Worked
- lets me NEVER EVER EVER 4get the people i love && will always have
Open Depression Supporters
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Open Shyness
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- Self-esteem Working / Worked
- Self-help Working / Worked
- eh sorta lol i just suck at talking 2 people face 2 face lol even when i talk 2 people i dont know on the phone im MUCH MORE open then usual lol
- Socializing Working / Worked
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
just about the majority of my friends are eithr gay,lesbians or bisexuals its VERY VERY AWSOME =] they understand u better than most could in urs && their whole lives
Open Bisexuality
im not exactly bisexual but i am a lil curious
Open Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abused a couple of years ago......it happened on the forth of july one of my family relatives was lying down on the porch relaxing and had been drinking. well of course i didnt want him 2 get cold so i got a blanket to cover him up. well he asked me what i was doing & i told him. he said he didnt want tht he wanted me 2 lay down with him so i did. then he felt me up [srry for sayin it so blunt lol] well i freaked && went crying to my dad bout it......and i guess thts it o,o
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Talking Considering
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
Open Loneliness
i just wanna be OUT THERE u know? lol im tired of bein at home alone =\ && all sad all the time =[
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