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First time writting in my journal, but I think it will help. My husband saw me on this site the other night and thought I was up to something. I guess he is a little parnoid? I really wanted to keep this privite from him something just for me you know to vent carefree and not have to worry about what he thinks. You know it feels like I'm aways kissing his ass since all of this has happened but I think he should be kissing mine. I know it sounds bad but he should feel like he owes it to me. It's soo crazy how an affair can change your veiw on things. I can have some good days but something stupid will bring me back and then I feel like shit all over again.
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I know how u feel, I was trying to keep this private from my hubby also, I wanted this to be my safe haven. But he knows & right away he thinks i am up to something, he thinks i should talk to him about my problems but they really don't listen & my ds friends do, so when he is hm. i am not on the pc & then he doesn't have to know what i am doing, so be on ds when he isn't hm. when ur going to go off the pc delete ur browsing & then he shouldn't be able to see if u were on or not, thats what I do, this is my safe haven not his.... I am here if u need to talk take care of uuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!! xo
Rosey55
Thanks Rosey I will have to keep that in mind about the browser i didnt even think about that You are so right this is our safe haven not theirs!
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